Sadness makes your life shorter. Happiness makes your life more longer -Bella Aretha-

Senin, 22 Oktober 2012

Adam Lambert..

Hello everyone! How's your day today? I'm good, and always busy in this time.
Okay, now I wanna to talk about something make me so happy, curious, and inpatient.

So, recently I was checking on my Twitter if there is any news going on my timeline. As I scroll down and see everything, I caught something so amazing and so desperately I've waited for! And the good news is... ADAM LAMBERT IS GOING TO BALI, INDONESIA!!
WOHOOO!! Oh my god, I can't stop thinking about it. Like I wanna see him. He is my idol, I love his songs, everything about him very much. His song so inspirational!

Okay, I'll show you the poster of his concert in Bali, Indonesia.
And this is his poster, how cool is it?




And I've heard the news, that the ticket of this concert is so damn pricey!
So, the list of the price is :
- SILVER : $538
- GOLD : $638
- PLATINUM : $738

The better price you choose, the better seat you have. You'll seat next to the stage if you choose the best price they have.

He will be in Bali at 31 December 2012. Near the New Year Eve, yeah? Anyway, usually in the New Years Eve, I have a lot of things to do, like play and celebrate with my friends and family. But I dont think its very important, because we still can celebrate it next more year, right? What about Adam Lambert's concert? Maybe he just come here once!

Well, I'm kinda confuse about the price. In my country, that kind of price is so really much. I mean, even the silver is like 5 million and fifty hundred rupiah. Well, I mean, I'm only a student! I dont have that much money to just see him sing. But, in my heart, I really wanna see him with my own eyes, because he is my idol.
Oh well, maybe if there is a miracle, like his title song, I'll go to Bali straight ahead and see him with my own eyes. I HOPE I CAN!

Selasa, 09 Oktober 2012

Bonjour!

Bonjour tout le monde! Ca va? Moi ca va :)


I'm so happy now. My class is so superb! So not very long ago, I must choose 3 language to complete my experience in tourism. Its different than other class. Other class just can learn less than my class.
So, the 3 language I talking about is Japanese, French, and Germany. So I choose French than other language because I think French is more cool than other language that available there. And I think the voice when we say it is more sexy.

And why I rather choose French than other language because one day I wanna go to French. I wanna know the world, I wanna know what is in there. I wanna study more. I will go to university in there. I hope I can.

When the first day I must choose that 3 language, I wanna choose Japanese. But then I realize I cant learn the Kanji and the others. Actually I'm kinda confuse that day. Because my idols was there, like Gackt, Versailles, L'Arc-en-Ciel, The Gazette, Vamps, and the others.

Then I was thinking. I've already know a little about Japanese things. Why I must know it more? Why I dont want to try the others language? That time, then I decided to choose French. but then my confusion is came back about what I must choose between Japanese and French. Actually I really wanna go to Japan too, but I wanna try something new too. Okay, finally I decided to choose French than Japanese. Well, you can still learn new language when you have will to do it, right? I'll learn Japanese after I learn French.

Someday I will see Eiffel Tower by my own eyes, by myself. I will and I must.
Merci tout le monde!






Selasa, 24 Juli 2012

Last Song

Walked around aimlessly, wandering
My faint breath, just showing white in the air
The meaninglessness of the seasons going by
Brought on the tears, for no reason
"I still love you..."


The sadness that continues to fall
Changes to pure white snow
I kept looking to the sky
If now my wish reaches you, 
Before my body vanishes
Hold me tightly once more.


We hurt each other so many times
Unable to understand one another
Even then you were always kind, 
Engraved in the ring you sprung upon me, 
Our promise remains unfulfilled
"Even now, I remember... "


My memories getting farther away from me, 
Always so bright, I wanted to stay with you longer.
We can never see each other again but, 
You always were there for me, 
I pray you never change... 


I can't rid myself of the final tears you showed me


Even if I disappear with this white snow
I want to bloom in your heart forever


Never forget the warmth, 
Of when we were nestled close, holding one another
Even when you're loving someone else
I'll never let go of your voice as I heard it the last time.
I want to fall into a deep sleep.


The sadness that continues to fall
Changes to pure white snow
I kept looking to the sky
If now my wish reaches you, 
Before my body vanishes
Hold me tight once more.


'Hold me tight once more...' 

Jumat, 20 Juli 2012

You, My Dear Past..

To : My Dearest "E"
Do you still remember me?
When we first met in another world?
Do you still remember my name when you always call me?
I still remember you.
Even until now.

I remember when we first met.
You always call me Miu
I always call you Silvance.
We always together that time, we laugh and happy together.
We've hunt together, help each other.
You introduce me with your friends.
I smiled. I laugh.
To make you happy, to make you comfortable at my side.
You're so friendly and kind.
Too much.

I was so happy that I know you.
You always accompany me wherever and whenever you are.
Your friends are awesome too.

But I realize, it was just about 5 years ago.
I'm just a little child that didnt know anything
I still have a great ego and foolish that time
And you're too good for me.
We're not in same age.
We're not in same place.

I introduce myself named Eva Brawn
And you introduce yourself named "E".
What a beautiful name.
What I made is not my real name.
I wear a jester mask.
You wear your most honestly mask.
I was securing my true identity.

I dont want to be known as a child.
Then I decided to act like a grown up girl.
To be fit to your side.
But you, you tell me everything.
That makes me so sad.

I'm desperately in love with you.
And I think you too, that time.
But I decided not to have a relationship.
I dont want to hurt someone.
But, I realize I've already do.

I'm the mysterious girl.
You're the honest boy.
I'm so sad inside my heart.
I've been so lied to you from the beginning.
I'm a great liar.
I always do.

After all we've been through.
At last, you know the truth.
You gonna see things you might now wanna see.
Still not easy for me.

You discover something you dont know.
Something so mysterious about me you must know
You look beyond the lies, that you've already known.
I know all of this gonna happen, soon.
I just dont ready, and I dont act anything.
You know the real me.
My real identity.
Not all, but enough to make you disappointed so badly

You're so disappointed.
And I'm too scared.
To look and face you.
So I ran away, I sealed myself under the dark.
 Far away from you.
Loud voice of scream.
Tears in my eyes.
Look at me, now do you see?
Welcome to my world of lies.
Actually I dont wanna hide any part of me from you.
I finally face my most fearsome day.
I cried, I scared, I screaming.
I'm regret about one thing.
Why didnt I just leave you when we're not desperately in love?
I make my biggest mistakes.
I make my own sins.
I'm standing here with much of apologies.
But yet, such a beautiful release you inside of me.

You're too good for me.
And you've been ruined by me.
5 years ago memories cant leave my life.
I deserved this sins in me.
Though I regret it.
But I feel something that is so beautiful.
Feeling that pure love.
I'm happy I can feel that love, even in the end I feel suffer.
I have the most wonderful yet horrible memories.
And I deserved it, its my fault.

I  will stop creating some mask to cover my own self.
I want to be honest like you.
We're all exist, but our another world isnt.
Thank you for everything that you gave to me.
Thank you, you make me learn so much.
Honest and Love.

Can I ask you something?
Where do you go?
Did you finally has someone in your heart now?
If its true. She so lucky to have you.
You're the most gentle man I've ever met.

I hope I have a second chance.
To be honest to you and tell you everything about me.
My true form that I always hide it from you.
At least let me met you.
I'll ask for your forgiveness.

I'm so sorry for what I've been done to you.
And I thank you for everything that has been happening between you and me.
It was a wonderful days with you!
You're now disappear without a track.
I realize I cant hope much to met you.
Please, never mind was on the left.

O, someone who made this picture to me when my birth day comes.
I bit you goodbye.
I hope you are well with your new life without me.
Live happily.
I'm so sorry and thank you.

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All of my memories lies in this picture. This is the last thing that can remind me of you.
I always remember, you really love the Forget-Me-Not Flowers and Sunflowers, and you love to edit picture like what you did to the Dream of Dolls and others.
Your detective skill is un-match-able. I hope you're graduated from your Law College and be what you wanna be.
I still listening the RAN musics like you always said and like, it was really a good music. You really have a good taste of music, do you? And do you still hate Michael Jackson? Please dont :")
I still remember your unique language. Your optimistic. Your bishounen face. And your name. It lies within me.

I still remember the game we've been played. Ragnarok Online.







Rabu, 18 Juli 2012

RAMADHAN DAY!

Everyone, Ramadhan Day is coming closer...
And, I just gonna tell to the point that... I'm so sorry if I have a mistake to all of you, especially my friends, my family, my brothers and sisters, and all of you. Because, Ramadhan is so close, we need to forgive each other, and make Ramadhan Day more wonderful to all of Muslim.

And dont forget we need to always smile and happy. No need to be sad in this holy Ramadhan. We need to defend ourself, our body and our mind from evil. We need to get close each other, thats why we must  hospitality.

Lets celebrate this holy day in joy, happiness, laugh, smile, clean heart & mind.
We dont know if we can see Ramadhan in another year, so we must have a full spirit, dont waste anything or you'll feel disappointed.

Taqoballahu Minna Waminkum Taqoballahu Yaa Kariim  
Minal Aidzin Wal Faidzin
Please forgive any bad thoughts and actions
Happy Idul Fitri 1432 H Day!





Sabtu, 14 Juli 2012

New School!

Oh, I've been telling you about my graduation, do I?
Okay, now I'll tell you about my new school. Its not a famous school, nor a really great school. Just a regular school, but I think its a cool school.

The name of my school is SMK N 6 Yogyakarta (High School)
Okay, the first day in this school its kinda creepy though, I dont have a friend in the first place, not yet. But when the seniors place the students in their groups/class, I get to know many friends!
I think, here in my school, they have a lovely friends. Cause in the first day, they're all so lovely to me!

I'm relieved, first, I hate the first day of school. Its creepy! But seriously, really. After all happened to me, I'm happy enough. I love here so much!
So, the first day of school, the seniors give us kinda challenge. Its a normal challenge, every first day of school, the seniors always do give us a challenge, its called MOS. But this is my first time. They tell us to make something ridiculous! Like a weird name tag, and a weird note book. Not just that! Its just the beginning. The seniors tell us to make and bring some weird lunch food. I dont know for what, cause I never have a challenge by the seniors before, cause my old junior high school is a peace school. Peace? HAHA, give me a break -_- Sorry, I'm just kidding :P

After the weird lunch food, they give us another challenge, we must buy something weird too, like a Serai tree and Cengkeh tree in minimum height 60cm, its so hard to look this tree. And then we must brought a Sweet Little Finger cookie and a What It Is cookie. I dont even know what is that cookie! I've never seen that!

Then we must go to the school so early in the morning, but I think I kinda lucky, my school not make us to go really early like another school :P
And next is we must obey some rules, and again, more weird rules. But everyone I know say that if you not go to the Challenge Day in school, you'll never feel the real school it is. So, when I heard that, I really tried to understand and do it. But its kinda hard, I feel so lazy, and then again I must be patient, I want to feel my real high school day!


This Is It!

Now I'll show some of my graduation photos. Hope everyone like it.
Sorry about the photos. Its kinda crazy, I know...







This is me, with all of my best friends :)



Sabtu, 02 Juni 2012

Motivated Song pt. I

I have the most motivated song I've ever listen.
I always feel so sure that everything gonna be alright. Everything gonna be just fine. Dont every look back, dont ever regret something. Cause time never gonna move back, they always move foward. See the future, not your past. Let the past just be memories to be remembered, not to be regret.
And home is always the most safest and great place to stay, to go back. You have home in your soul, to keep you smile. You must forgive the past, and by that you'll learn and you'll know how to love.

Devil May Cry Soundtrack
I'll Be Your Home - Rin Oikawa
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Don't look back
Don't regret
Time's falling out of these hands
I'll let you leave me

Go on,
You know Home is always inside your soul
All the light to bless your way
Don't be afraid
And I'll be your home

In this time
In this place
This moment is all we have
And tomorrow we never know

Every precious time
Let it go
Somewhere away
You will learn, and you'll love,
Forgive the past and you can move on

All the distance
You've come to a place
Then you see that your home is away
Now the sun is rising
Lighting up your sky again brightly

Every precious time
Let it go
Somewhere away
You will learn, and you'll love,
Forgive the past

Go on,
You know Home is always inside your soul
Wherever you go
Whatever you see
I'll be the place
And I'll be your home.



Finally. But Not The Final.

This day, today.. 2nd July 2012.
Today finally and officially I graduated from Junior High School.


I still can believe that this is all was happening, in front of my eyes, in my life.
Now that I've been graduated, I should keep move on, to the next level of my life, my next path, my next way to future.
I'll go to Senior High School this year. Senior High School is now my next way, my next path, my next future, and my next life. Its kinda odd I've been grow up so fast right now.
OMG, I just still can believed. I'm grow up now, as I remembered, I was still just a child that day, still need my parents guidance. But, now, not. I can choose my own way, even I maybe still need my parents help. But I'm open-minded now. I'm not a child anymore, I'm a teenager, grow up teenager.

I actually happy of whats happening this day. But, something.. yeah, something bothers me very very much. I regret something, yes, something that maybe makes my parent kinda disappointed to me.
Yes, my score in the graduated paper is not as good as I expected, as my parents expected too. Thats what really bother me. I feel really regret about that. I feel sad, not because I'm not satisfied, because I know that my parents actually disappointed at me. They didnt show their disappointment, they even just laugh, like nothing was happening. Thats when I started to cry, quietly. I know, I just know they're really really disappointed, but why they didnt show it? Why? Thats why my heart was break. How rigid they are, not like me. How they can hide it from me?

I feel hopeless, I feel regrets. Sad. All I can do now is crying, screaming, and regret. All I do is just lay down on my bed, thinking all of this.
I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I cant make you proud, but I realize this is not the end, not yet. There's still something I can give to my parents, then they will shout to everyone how amazing I am, how amazing I am who can make them proud. I know I will make them proud, someday, but not today. Maybe thats why they didnt show their disappointment, they believe in me that someday I'll make them proud, make them cry in happiness.
I promised, someday I'll make you happy of what I have done. Now, I'll take care everything about my next school, I wont drag and trouble my parents with all of my next school project. I'll make myself independent.




Jumat, 25 Mei 2012

JAPAN!

So I've been in love with Japan for a long time ago. When I was a little kid, I used to play some Japanese games like Devil May Cry or Final Fantasy and Okami (Okay, I know I'm a gamer and thats really hardcore) and thats when I start to fall in love with Japan. I've been watching some anime and manga too. My favorite anime is Devil May Cry, Death Note, and Kuroshitsuji. They're so awesome! I think Japanese's drawing for comics is the best draw ever! And they're so creative with those story in the game/anime/manga! I'm really in love with Japan. And I have a many many Japanese comics in my room!

And not very long time ago, I've been searching for some Japan's music, maybe it could make me more fall in love. Then I found this amazing band called L'Arc~en~Ciel, and amazing man called GACKT. And I love The Gazette too and Versailles. In my country, its very rare to see the celebrities loves Japan, especially GACKT's music. And I found someone who love GACKT too like me! Her name is Aelke Mariska, I adore her cause she has same idol as I am, and she is a celebrities!

Not just that, I love Sakura  flower so much, I love the pink color of it. I think Japanese's history is more attractive than anything, well look at they history! They have ninjas and samurais! And their language, oh my.. I really need to study it. The characters of Japanese language is so unique and attractive! I want to see Sakura! Recently I've been watching some of Japanese snacks in YouTube, and I think their snacks is adorable. Some of it you must make it on your own, they're made from magical powders and from that you must be creative. If you know RRCherrypie in YouTube, you'll understand what I've been talking about.

The point is, I REALLY ADORE EVERYTHING ABOUT JAPAN!
So, maybe just that, I'll post more about Japan next time.

My Current Favorite Food

Okay, so today I'll share about my current favorite food.
This food called Norwegian Salmon (I kinda forgot the name, I'll check it someday)

This food main ingredient is absolutely a salmon, maybe imported salmon? I dont know. This food is so freaking delicious! The sauce is sour and salty. And it has sliced carrot and green broccoli. And mashed popatoes? I think. And a lemon in it. In the salmon, there's some chopped onion. And definitely its grilled. So you can taste the Norwegian Salmon in many different tastes. There's sour, salty, kinda sweet in the mashed potatoes, and fresh veggy.
It cost me little deep though. About 6 to 10 dollars or 50.000 to 90.000 Rupiah.


You can buy it at Ambarrukmo Plaza Mall, Balcony Restaurant 1st floor. Beside the Texas Fast Food. This food is absolutely delicious! You must try it. The atmosphere in the restaurant is quite good too. I recommend you go to this restaurant at night. Cause its located in balcony. So you will feel the wind at night.

Minggu, 20 Mei 2012

My Dreams.

I know everyone have a dreams. Even if that is a silly dreams or really serious dreams. Its everyone choices.
Now I'll talking about serious dreams, dreams that need to be come true, not silly dreams. Dreams is purpose and destination in my dictionary.

I want to talk about my whole dreams. Someday, I WILL. I WILL make that dreams come true. I'll try my hardest to make it true. But I cant promise that, because maybe its not my destiny if I cant fulfill my dreams, in the end. The point is I've been trying to fulfill it.

What my dreams are :
1. I want to go to Japan and go to collage there. I really in love with this country. And I want to know everything about Japan.
2. I want to go to Paris, Hawaii, and New Zealand, and Korea. Just for vacation.
3. I want to be a doctor for the animals. I want to save the animals. Cause I love animals so much!
4. I want to meet my idol so much, I want to meed HYDE, GACKT, Miyavi, Versailles, The Gazette, Owl City, and many more.
5. I want to buy something expensive that I want from my own money.
6. I want to be more wise, kind, and better than before. And beautiful heart.
7. I want to make my family, especially my parents happy and proud of me.
8. I want to have my own company, a big one by own hands!
9. I want to see snow! I never seen snow in my entire life before.

So I think that is my dreams. I cant think of any now. Maybe I'll add it more. But that is my main dreams now.

Jumat, 18 Mei 2012

My All Time Favorite Romance Movie

Okay, so this is my all time favorite romance movie.
Its called, BEASTLY.



Oh god, I really love this movie. Not just the romance story, but the inside story of it.
So the story is a guy named Kyle Kingson (Alex Pettyfer) has everything - looks, intelligence, wealth, and opportunity - but he's a wicked cruel streak. Prone to mocking and humiliating "aggressively unattractive" classmates, he zeroes in on Goth classmate Kendra (Mary-Kate Olsen) who is actually a Witch, inviting her to the school's extravagant environment bash. Kendra accepts, and, true form, Kyle blows her off in a particularly transforms him into everything he despises. Enraged by his horrible and unrecognizable appearance he confronts Kendra and learns what the only solution to the curse is to find someone that will love him as he is - a task he considers impossible. Repulsed by his appearance, Kyle's callous father banished him to Brooklyn with a sympathetic housekeeper and blind tutor named Will (Neil Patrick Harris). And now Kyle is trying to find someone who will love him whatever he is. He find this girl called Lindy (Vanessa Hudgens). Lindy is a normal girl who is not rich at all, have a screwed life and father but she believe that true love is exist. Kyle trying to get her attention and her love.

Actually I love Kyle's ugly appearance, I think its more sexy than his normal appearance. And I love when Will makes some jokes.
So the message is, appearance can't stop love to be shown. Love can't be stopped by appearance. Love can show in anywhere, anytime, anyone without knowing the feather.
I know sometimes appearance can be quite important, but thats not the point or the main of it.
Thats why I love this movie. The pure love that comes out, it makes me crying. I hope I can feel that love, love without knowing the feather. Pure love. Rare one.
And I'm sure everyone is deserved to be have pure love.

Last Day In Junior High School

Okay, the exam is finally over, and the holidays is coming.
I didn't realize that the time is ticking really fast. Its still feels like I'm still in the first grade and introducing myself to my friends.
But not. I've grow up now. Very fast as the time ticking fast too.
At last, my Junior High School life is over.

I've been waiting for this days for a whole life. I've been dreaming about High School. I've been dreaming about the school, the friends, everything. It must be very wonderful!
I want to have a great and wonderful High School life so I can remembered and cry happily and smile with joy.
I must prepared this new life really carefully. I'll be a better person, more better than before.

I just hoping that this my 'new life' will be as good as I can imagined.
I hope my school was cool, and the friends too.
I hope everything will be memorable.
I hope I'll become more better person than I was be.
I hope I can get the school that I want most.
And last I hope I can make my parents and my brothers realize that I was not a child anymore and make them proud about me.

My Last Cat

Not very long time ago I have many cats in my house.
Well, not this time. This time I just have Blackey. The other is given to my brother's friends and my friends cause its too many of them.
I kinda sad bout that. But what should I do? What can I do? Its really frustrating to take care of that many cats. So I think I should let them go even I cant actually.

But anyways, Blackey is sweet cat. Although his face look like a thug, but he is cute.
When I lay down on a sofa, he always get up his nap, and go in the top of my body, and just lay down there until he's sleeping. He always do that.

He is an old cat, he's already 5 years old. I think if I calculate it, he is actually more older than me.
Yes, he's still accompany me after this 5 years.
He still love to play some catch with a ball of tissue even he is already become an old cat. But Blackey become more lazy than before.

Anyways, the important thing is, he's still loyal and cute!

Minggu, 29 Januari 2012

ADAM LAMBERT & HYDE (L'Arc~en~Ciel)

Hi guys!
So I think this day is the best day ever for Adam Lambert and Hyde (L'Arc~en~Ciel)
And maybe this day is my best day cause I can lazy all the day with sleeping almost 12 hours!!! Okay I know thats so damn crazy!
Believe me, I can sleep more long than 12 hours.
This say is the best day ever because............................................................................
This day is Adam Lambert and HYDE (L'Arc~en~CieL)'s birthday!! YAAY!!

For the gifts, Adam Lambert will give his new music video from "Better Than I Know Myself" song in Youtube!
"Better Than I Know Myself" is Adam Lambert's new song from "TRESPASSING" Album.
The song is so damn good. I always play that song all the time. Almost everytime.
Soo.. I cant wait for the music video to be uploaded to Youtube!!

For the gifts, Hyde and his band will go World Tour for L'Arc~en~Ciel 20th Anniversary. And...... They will have a tour in my country in Indonesia!! God damn that was surprising!
The ticket for the tour is already open yesterday, I cant order it cause its already sold out.
But I have one last chance to get the ticket! I must wait until 31th January 2012. They will sold the ticket in a different web.

HOPE I CAN ORDER THE VIP TICKET!
CAUSE I'VE BEEN WAITED FOR SO LONG TO SEE L'Arc~en~Ciel CONCERT IN MY COUNTRY! ALMOST LIKE MY WHOLE LIFE!!

Sabtu, 28 Januari 2012

Meet My Little Home Heroes!

Hi guys!
Ini versi kecilnya "Meet My Home Heroes" soalnya kucingnya kecil-kecil banget.
Ini nih saat yang paling aku suka, waktu mereka masih kecil!
Waktu mereka masih kecil tu lucu banget, mereka lari-lari ngga jelas tau-tau jatoh kesandung, trus main gigit-gigitan sama yang lain. Yang paling lucu tu waktu ibunya mereka itu mereka jahilin.
Untungnya ibunya sabar yah, jadinya ngga ngamuk-ngamuk. HAHAHAHA.

Mereka masih sekitar umur sebulan sekarang. Tapi nakalnya naudzubillah..
Aku aja kalo lagi jalan pasti kakiku dikejar sama mereka, trus ditapok pake cakar mereka. Lucu banget deh pokoknya.
Pengennya sih mereka kecil terus kayak gitu, ngga usah gede-gede. HAHAHAHA. Tapi emang ngga bisa, yaudah deh.
Padahal saat-saat kayak gini nih yang paling lucu.

Kenakalan, kelucuan, ukuran mereka yang kecil itu suatu hiburan yang ngga bisa dibandingin sama yang lain buatku.

Mereka sekarang lagi belajar makan makanan yang kitten sama belajar make WC khusus kucingnya. Lucu deh pokoknya.





Wonderful Friends!

Hi guys!
I have the most wonderful best friends in the whole world!
Mereka itu spesial banget di hidupku ato di hatiku. Tanpa mereka aku bakalan udah putus asa banget, sedih pastinya, trus hidupku bakalan hampa banget. Mereka itu luar biasa banget buat hidupku!

Aku super duper ultimate sayang banget sama mereka. Mereka selalu ada buat aku dimanapun dan kapanpun. Semua kegiatanku pasti bareng sama mereka.

Karena ada mereka, mereka paling bisa bikin aku ketawa lepas. Mereka yang paling bisa bikin aku gila-gilaan dan always smiling. Terkadang sih emang saat-saat tertentu kita ngalamin masa yang sulit banget. Banyak masalah lah, banyak pertentangan lah, macem-macem.

Tapi pada akhirnya kita selalu bareng terus. Ngga bisa dipisahin.
Aku sedih banget, bentar lagi aku udah SMA. Aku bakalan ninggalin sahabat-sahabatku yg super-super. Nanti di SMA pasti nyari sahabat baru, adaptasi lingkungan baru.
Aku ngga mau pisah sama sahabat-sahabatku, tapi terkadang waktu berkata lain.

Aku cuma pengen walopun kemungkinan kita udah beda SMA, aku pengen kita tetep sahabatan walopun kita jauh, walopun kita jarang berkomunikasi. Soalnya the real best friends itu ngga mengenal jarak dan waktu.

Thanks banget my besties udah mau jadi sahabatku selama ini. Aku ngga bakalan ngelupain kalian dan semua kenangan kita yang udah kita laluin bareng. Maaf banget kalo aku ngga seperti yang kalian harapkan, aku udah berusaha semampuku.

I LOVE YOU ALL MY BESTIES :)
(Kiri ke kanan) Ayu, Amel, Aku, Fembi

Jumat, 27 Januari 2012

Meet My Home Heroes!

Hi everyone!
Aku pengen ngenalin kalian pahlawan rumahku. Mereka emang pahlawanku banget.
Mereka selalu dengerin aku curhat, mereka selalu nemenin aku, mereka selalu bikin aku tersenyum, mereka selalu bikin aku ketawa sama tingkah laku mereka yang lucu dan ngga terduga banget.

This is why I still lived until today.
Mungkin kalo ngga ada mereka, aku udah depresi berat.
Emang tahun-tahun ini aku lagi banyak depresi-depresinya. Jadi kalo ada mereka aku jadi relax banget, bisa tersenyum tanpa memikirkan apa masalahku.
Without them, aku merasa ngga hidup sama sekali. Mereka mewarnai hidupku banget.

Sekarang pahlawanku cuma ada 9. Yang lainnya aku kasih ke orang. Dulu sih bisa sampe 12. HAHAHAHA *ketawa ngga nyante*
3 pahlawanku masih kecil-kecil, sekitar sebulan. Sisanya udah gede-gede.

Okay, meet my family, my heroes, my cats!
Sebagian ada yang aku blom foto. Soalnya banyak sih kalo dipost satu-satu. Sorry.


Her name is Princess

His name is Duggy

His name is Simba


His name is Blackey

Her name is Ifa

His name is Kovu