Hopeless Life

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Morning Sun.

Nothing is best than morning sun and blue orange yellow sky.
Me sit in the balcony in my house starring at the sunrise and feel the magic warm of sky.
Drink some instant white coffee and eat sweet BengBeng Maxx.
Hearing the beautiful birds singing, watching the grown rice crops, and lose my mind and release my imagination for a little time.
Also thinking about all our happiness we created together until now.

I'm not sleep tonight. I can't, actually.
All I do is turn the TV and watch in hopeless scary acts.
I realize I cant just sitting here in my bed and do nothing at all.
But, then I thinking what can I do here?
All I can do now is just watching TV and stay in my room as long as I can until the sun comes.
What am I thinking until I cant sleep the whole night anyway?
Oh yeah, I'm thinking about your warm sweet tan body, hug me so tight, cuddle so fine, sleep next to me.
But, thats just my imagination, I just thinking too high

I cant do anything in the lone dark night.
I'm too scared when I'm alone without you.
And afraid of alone is filling my body and soul.

R.

You.

You fit me better than my favourite sweater

I still remember that day we met in November

I will love you till the end of time

Promise you'll remember that you're mine

Baby, can you see through the tears?

No matter what you did I'd be by your side

I say you're the bestest

Lean it for a big kiss

Its you, its all for you

Heaven is a place on earth with you

Tell me all the things you wanna do

Will you still love me when I'm no longer young and beautiful?

Will you still love me when I got nothing but my aching soul?

I know you will, I know that you will

Your pretty face and electric soul

All that grace, all that body

All that face makes me wanna party

He is my sun

He makes me shine like a diamonds

Tell me that you're mine

Can you make it feel like home if I tell you, you're mine?

Dont make me sad, dont make me cry

Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets rough

Keep making me laugh

Try to have fun in the meantime

R.